Nominal Identity

Why

vastreveries

as my blog’s name?

It is because the creator here thinks excessively. Yeap, Im a certified overthinker(warning: overthinking is detrimental to our mental health) which presumably leads me to impulsive day dreaming about life and its existence, fantasies, odd stuff, dysphoria and etcetera. My subconscious runs all the time and it never stops, thats why i am highly prone to sleep deprivation because of my loquacious mind. Moreover, its my greatest comrade and my ultimate archenemy.

There are a lot of times that I tend to be a fugitive from reality (because mine’s kinda you know… sucks haha) and with the great participation of my encephalon, it helps me to escape actuality whenever I want, I’ll dive myself into another world which are books and music, I am proud to say that those are my partners when in case some emergency happens, like having a hard time dealing with some obnoxious human beings, intense boredom and handling my erratic depression (it depends upon the scale :P) swear, they are the best escapade tools that has ever existed in this planet!!! *yaaay*

To make the story sound more eccentric LMAO! Currenty, I am mastering the art of lucid dreaming. Still, im not half way there lol but the best part is i can wake myself up now hahaha, I also got a massive fascination about psychology. However, I didn’t ended up acquiring and learning it for college. Nevertheless, i am still elated that I chose studying about the law and there are no regrets at all because i find it pretty enthralling too.

*** looking at the bright side, vastreveries stands for my wide range of dreams in life, like to find and create my holistic being, to live an optimistic life, to reach success, to have a happy family, to have a room full of books, to have a Toradora! season 2 (quite impossible but still hoping haha! I’M A HUGE FAN), to have my own gramophone, to hoard vinyl records and CDs, to put my compositions into real music, to be an ice skater, to play all divergent kinds of musical instruments, to speak other foreign languages of my interest, to learn stenography, to be a prolific writer and hopefully, to be a lawyer someday.***

Withal, vastreveries is born with a purpose of course and it covers the compilation of my writings about my quintessential happenings and shenanigans in this chaotic and lethargic existence. Hopefully, I wish my perspective towards life would change, from a pessimist’s point of view to an optimist’s point of view.

In this blog, I want to see how I nurture myself with the help of my loved ones and god in molding me to become a mature human being.

Mission:

I wanna live not just survive

– (Angel with a shotgun, The Cab)